Milky's Disaster

milky super unlucky!

the lighthing and thunder burned my either modem or network card yesterday during a heavy heavy rain!!!

called tmnet they blah a lot and spent me about 10 bucks calling their 1300-xxx-9515 line (forgot d)

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i'm at my uni comp lab now..

haih..milky have to buy new modem..will be back on friday (i think)

****lots lots lots of sadness****

Review

woo..
review back what i was suppose to COMPLETE during the weekend...
see..i only done 3 of them~

since Friday night i was super busy...
Friday night went shopping then Saturday whole day not at home...went to meet some friends, uni, interviews and church...
at night once i reached home..i felt that..'it's great to be back!'

i thought that i can concentrate in my work on Sunday, but i forgot that someone will come and fix additional port /plug in my room and the bathroom as well as servicing air-cond *weather so hot nowadays..add gas add gas more more~~: ) *...

*sad* whole morning and noon can't stay in my room~ then the noise very annoying~ can't concentrate even i was at down stairs. GOD~~~

today, i purposely wake up early to do my BA report because i felt really bad for not doing my school work!

my weekend seems like a disaster right?

anyway, at least i had something that i was happy off..at last i tried dip-licious with my friend and had a awesome durian feast AGAIN... that's why i'm 'speechless' now..sore throat and mute sound..
besides, i made durian cake too...*woot*

more updates coming ~~*T&C apply :) coz still have many stuff haven done yet* muackxx

Lazy Mode

i'm super duper lazy now..

i regretted to on my pc..because when i on it, i can't concentrate on my studies d..
do you all have the same problem?

arh~~ there is an angel beside my ear asking me to OFF! oFF! off!
and the other side..devil telling me to continue...gosh listen to which one?

i have test tomorrow..business accounting 2..

why i have to study accounts while i'm a actuarial science student?

why why tell me why?

**hmm..curl hair or straight better?**

i still have 2 more chapter to go..better get my head in it..

it occupied 20% of my coursework mark..

that's a lot man!

Hurt me no more

my pain is growing...our lovey dovey life seems fading

i am not worth to love ,to adore?

i sucks in handling relationship
should i end all this craps at this moment itself?
i'm in dilemma

Disappearing of moi phone

Guess what? i lost my phone.. O.o right?..

hehe..hold on..i forgot to say..i neArLy lost it..

yesterday, went to my friends house to do some research and play dry swimming..
i arrived to shelle's comic house 1st to join them and together-gether go her house..

after we reached her house..we chat excitedly about my research topic..

i got to get opinions from different people to generate some interesting points in my presentation...

guess what's my topic that caused us to chat till 12 something..
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premarital sex.
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then, we decided to go buy something to eat as everyone of us was kinda hungry~~
when i stepped out her house ..i realized that..Oops..mana handphone?

everybody was searching high and low for it..try to call to my phone.. no ringing tones was detected..

BECAUSE i minimize my hp volume to the minimum..just few 'steps' away mute..
my friends were like O.o and say why i set so min volume..

anyway, no luck..can't find it..

they thought that maybe we left in the comic house..so we got back and checked..12 something where got comic house still opened?
it's my friend's..so no problem..BUT still no sign of it..

i felt so guilty..causing everyone to be so worry and troubles them a lot..
i'm such a clumsy girl..

i lost 1 hp before..few years back..in mid valley..and that time my hp was just 3 days old..gosh, i cried on the spot...
so, guys take care of your phones..don't simply misplace them or left them else where..

then, i think everyone is so hungry d...don't bother first..makan first..

when we got back to her house, we tried for the last time..if no then fine...

woohoo, it was hiding inside the sofa..deep deep inside..

problem solved..*my heart OS : haiya can't buy new hp d*
shoot me *bleh*

after that, we dry swim(mahjong) *woot* won few times..yea..i'm getting better in this..

Tired

I'm darn exhausted now~

Now,i realize that that shifting into a new empty house is NOT an easy thing!

oh no..hold on there..i'm not the one who are going to shift..is my aunt~

she insisted me to go hunt furniture and yada yADa yada stuff with her..because she wants some opinion and watever you call that ..idea..design from me..

Gosh..it ain't easy kay..we spend around 4 hours in IKEA ..

walk till my legs going to patah d !!

thank god at least we managed to buy few k of stuff and it's only the first step..there are much more shopping to go..but i'm already KO..

oh oh..i feel that..my fingers start KO-ing..i better stop now..
*bleh..so lame*

Week4

it's week 4 of my 2nd semester..and it's already killing me!
really 'si' -lah~~

i believe that a picture says a thousand words~


i have 3 maths..in order word- figures..in other word- numbers subject~~god..why you created this thing call 'NOMBOR' ?

OMG..i need a cloning machine...you sell?

Cybot

in the previous post bout fashion mags..aaron reminded me bout games..
he reminded me another waste-money action i'd done!

i think it was one++ year ago~

anyone has any idea what is cybot?
if you don't..you can click here to find out more..

it is actually a handbuilt robot...where you collect each issue of ultimate real robots magazine which cost rm 19.90 per issue..and built your own cybot..to complete the cybot..you have to buy about 35 issues (if i'm not mistaken)

it can move, make sound, shine..they have sensor on it..so they able to detect something is in front of them and stop.

actually, it look like this..

picture courtesy of google.com

the up one i found on google.com..it is the completed one..

however, the below is my version..half done..

spend bout rm200++ on this geek..

bought 10++ issues to get this thing into this position..but not completed yet..

any idea why i gave up?

see~~

terpatah..broken

how i broke it?

i was extremely clever and sat on it when i place it on my bed..

lucky me..when i break it..i was super O.o..speechless

darn it..
i was so regret why i even started to get involved in this time and money wasting game~

haih~~

Mags Freaks

when i clean up my bookshelf yesterday, i found that i'm totally a spendthrift person..

why bookshelf? spend on what.. answer=mags, fashion mags..hot mags..and others..

seriously, i don't just spend on mags ..clothings and other girls stuff are necessary..
however, i'm just going to say about mags now~

these are only parts of them

the content

i don't know since when i'm so into this type of mags..i just can't get my hand off them..

now i have stalks and stalks of assignments, tutorials, presentation, quizes..waiting ahead of me..
don't you think i need some time out from all that?

craps~when i will learn that money is hard to earn?

LAN subject

yo~ you know..LAN subject really very 'lan' 烂

i left BM behind for 1 year ~ now, you want me to take again..
the worst thing is the subject is PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA !

BM + sejarah

now, i have to write an essay about malaysia's culture yada yada yada~~

no matter how many times i click on the refresh button, i still can't get any idea and the grammar right~.. WTH~~

*crack crack crack*

better get my head in the essay..going to due~ wish me luck

Childhood vs Grown up

i miss my childhood..
not only childhood but my early teens too..
do you?

when you are little, you wish that you can grow up as soon as possible, so that you can be like mommy daddy..
wear nice nice, smart smart..got money..buy what you want..

oh yea..and most importantly..no need to take EXAM..

and you'll have great great ambitions ~..

i don't know how bout you guys..i actually wants to be a teacher once..
i thought teacher so cool...have 'license' to beat student..and their work only give question to others but no need to crack their head to answer them~ and then got a lot of holiday..haha

while i'm all grown up, i realize that those thinkings are very naive~

we always desire something from our parents..but they often crushed our hopes..

then, we'll end up saying..I HATE YOU..

what's next..turned around and cry..
that's our final weapon to get what we want..don't you think so?

we never understand money is hard to earn..we never understand how they feel when we speak out those harsh word~ we never understand why they often scold us for some minor minor stuff..

worse comes worst..some may thought off sending their parents to old folks home ...

anyway, all these are only thoughts of naiveness

during childhood, we think positively everytime..
we didn't really meant to hurt anyone..it's just because we speak what is in our mind..we don't hide ourselves from others..

all these are pass stuff..

now, everything seems to be changing..
it's vice versa already..

lolipop and cotton candy can't make us happy anymore, we desire bigger things..

i used to wish that i'll have a lil sister or lil brother while i was little..because i'm only child..coz no one play with me..
but now, i'll hope to have a big brother who can teach me all my studies..

we can't sat at our daddy's lap and speak with him..

everyone seems to hold back while talking..they don't speak what's they really thinking..sometimes they will fake something out too..

besides, there are no more clean boy and girl relationship.. pure friendship..
i don't get it..why we can play around with guys during early teens..but now we tend to hold back..

now, everything is so stressing..datelines.. stalk of assignments..relationship issues..

we started to think from different perspectives before making a move..it can be good or bad..

sometimes you don't get to do what you really want.. you have to care bout other matters..
just like our parents..they refuse to buy us something with a reason but our mischievous thinking just can't bare with it~

i'm going to turn 19 soon... i mustn't always look back but think ahead of me..they have passed and only left memories and experience

learn from them to be a better person tomorrow.

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childhood was great and i wish that my coming days will be hundreds even thousands times greater
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however, it's kinda fun to be a kids once a while *bleh*

photo sharing~

that's my cousin...miss him so much..he works at overseas now..

happy daddy's day~

Random

i just want to listen to innocence over and over again..

not because i love it so much that i wanna listen soOoo many times..

i feel that i can scream with it~

now, i'm a little girl who gifted a lolipop..and some geek took it away from me

nothing can explain..

everyone want to be appreciated, if you don't know how to appreciate others don't ever get involved in relationship..it never lasts and you will hurt them..

they step back and give way, doesn't mean they really want to..it's just you left them with no other way..

think from other viewpoint...don't be selfish!

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oh yea..i recover a bit d~ thank god~

moi sick look~ pale-ly

Mute

what the heck..i lost my voice d..

oh my gosh, i can't blah so much during the class is on..so quiet..

i'm using sign language and very little voice to communicate with others..

hmm..i don't whether it's a good thing or not?

i can use this excuse to avoid answering the lecturer's questions right?

i want to go back home...my class ends at 5 ..d*mn~ so late..

oOps..i only have few words for this post..extremely short..

more likely pictures post ya ^^

iLL - no joke

wau..so many things attack me at once..

at first is flu then cough..now sore throat and a bit of rise of body temperature~

there are one big happy family..one follows another..never separate~~
there are now staying in my body~~

i lost all me taste bud now, eat what also no taste~~quickly find another home mizzy~

any house for rent???
haha..just joking~ i wouldn't want one of you guys got sick ya~

PS: picture NOT taken while sick..
*now i'm super 'chan'*

Busy , Hectic, Cram

last weekend was kinda hectic..from friday night till monday night, it was never ending..
gosh..i wondered why everything have to cram into these 3 days. very tiring kay?
what i've done?
i done a lot of shopping but the conclusion was

too too much shopping = no return(actually got a little bit la)

my shopping list is like toilet roll *bad example*...but i only manage to get parts of them..because you tend to see the same items on the shelves all around.

the funniest thing happen this few days is..
my aunt..she was super unreasonable..huh~ how can i relate funny & unreasonable?

my aunt asked me n my mom to go over her place and check out her new house..i was not free so i told my mom to inform her. what's next, she called my mom to ask me to cancel MY appointment..i said NO NO NO..and she keeps asking it..

okay okay..i know it's kinda complicated..i'll just cut short..in the end was she really wanted me to go and specifically super deadly wanted me to go..

God.. guess what she done?
she called me up and say

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aunt : eh, mun ar..why you not free?

me : i have something on.. sorry sorry really sorry ar~~~

aunt : aiyo, cancel it la..i have holiday that day lae..very difficult for me to be so free.

me : har? (*what the heck i'll bother about your time*) you free you rest at home la..next week next week i sure come...can?

aunt : dun wan la~ u promise me..u wan to design my house ~ that day i'm free, we can go
search quotations and furnitures ma~

me : really cannot la..next week la..this week can't la...pls~~ so sOOO sorry~

(i was very polite d..)

aunt : aiyer, big gal d...only care about going out with friends d.. forgot bout us d..dun care bout us d... (<------- O.o how can u say like this~~~~i damn mad that time..)

me : (patient gal) hmm.. ok ba~ i'll go la..bye la(you say til so harsh, i dun go oso can't la)..i'll go..meet you tomolo la..bye la~~

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wasn't that ridiculous???
i wanted to throw my phone down when we finished talking~
i was pissed at that moment but later i think..she kinda funny~

i oready have 2 appointments that time..plus that..3..
1 was watching movie with choco, 1 was youth church..
choco came back one weeks once only~~~~i can only meet him ONCE..why you want to snatch away from me!
gosh..any cloning machine around???

anyway, it's over, nothing to be mad about d..just say for fun~!
the following days were packed too..till today..at last i can go on with my easy life~

however, i fall sick..flu~

sob~i don't want last week so busy, then this week extremely free stay at home!!!!!!
anyone ? ask me out..

Take Care

choco shifted..

before that, he was just few kilometers away from me..
now he went to setapak d~ because the campus is there..is better for him to stay near there.
save time from traveling up and down from puchong..
i know that's very tiring..

i felt kinda uneasy, because he is so far away, i can't act like last time..
i can't ask him to bring me here bring me there when i want..
anyway, i don't mind.

i'll change and be considerate~ i know that distance won't separate us..

i have the best room for you in my heart..and i know u will too~~

this is a small gift for his little house warming~~haha

Random time

i am writing this in my uni. it's the first day of my new semester.
the same old routine starts again~~
anyway, i'm happy with my timetable because monday no class..yay!

it takes me 1 hour to get the previous post up, the connection here s*cks. but what to do? so many people sharing.. haih~

my 3 weeks sem break ended like this.

time flies..when you are enjoying yourself !

this morning, my 2 hours calculus lecture was like 2 days.. okok, maybe that's too much..but that's not the point, what i want to say is time crawls like turtle when you are doing something that you are unlikely to do!

oh yea~i have written a short resolution for this holiday 3 weeks ago..hmm..i think it's time for me to check whether i've done everything! here

my next class going to start soon, i better get my butt off here~

Stay Away

milky is not happy now..right now~~

what's privacy? what's love? what's love..tell me..

Love doesn't mean you have the right to keep me 24 7 be on your side..

you bring me here , i have the right to fly

i respect you , i hope you do the same thing

i hate staying in the empty room

i don't want to be confined

i'm pissed , stay away from me

i may burst in the other second

i want to turn on the speaker full blast

i'm listening

the best damn thing - avril lavigne
holiday inn - ludacris & snoop dogg
the next episode - feat snoop dogg
buttons - PCD feat snoop dogg
maneater - nelly
smack that - akon & eminem
last night -p diddy
keep your hands of my girl - GC
like a boy - ciara
faint - lp
what i've done - lp
given up - lp
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and more more more loud hard rock beat

hoping that everything will crush in the other minute

one day i walk away , don't expect i'll turn around

never neVER NEVER

Pass or fail

oh my god..what is the time now?
it's 7.30 AM, and today is Saturday..anyway Saturday or Monday, it is still a holiday for me right? why i woke up so early..i woke up at 7 am 2day and i slept at 2 yesterday, no alarm, no one wake me up.. it's just my dream..
yesterday siau kee sms me and told me that the supp list for every subject is out and asked me checked it...i didn't cause i had a terrible headache and choco asked me not to on my pc..u may wonder why i still go to bed so late when i was not feeling well.. I'm not 'switched off'. thus, i spend few hours cleaning up my room..
ok..back to the dream..cause of me being a early bird today...

i dreamed about my supp list again..again..and again...
i saw that i got a D in my programming..and it was like impossible..programming..no doubt i didn't study much.. but i did not predict it to be a D a D you know...so scare ..don't know how to tell mom..by this time i was awake by fear..

phew...it was only a dream..no big deal..get my head down and re-sleep..haha
and what happen next..i had the same dream..same i got a D for programming ..and bla bla bla..but this time i sms weiwei to tell her my sad story and ask her whether how was her supp list..hmm..and i woke up again.. and i knew that it's only a dream..don't take it too seriously..but i can't control and keep thinking bout it..i bring my worries into my bed again and i dream AGAIN...OMG..it was terrible..same dream..same thing..same D...i can't stand it anymore..i felt that it was so real..and i know i can't sleep anymore after the third same dream..
i woke up and on my pc to check straight away..phew..i passed ma..no need take supp list ma..although the real grade haven out yet but at least i knew that i passed..and when i looked at the clock..it's oready 7..and i'm not in sleeping mode..so i thought of blogging..and some overdue draft..

i overreacted? over worry? hmm...i'm so stressed ..help me..the 10 ways of releasing stress thingy is not practical for me..gimme some real thing~~

Random

as usual it's the day after a long stretch of happy holiday..i hope u guys enjoy your holidays..except for me~~..you know why..no need to say..
anyway, the traffic was back like usual..car kiss car..haha
i had my second last paper today..i think it's just soso..let's see how it will look like when my results are out....
last paper is on monday..OMG..why have to stretch so loOooOOog time..i'll have another not so right weekend..
i don't know how bout u guys..but if i step out the house during critical time..o i mean exam time..i'll feel guilty...feel like it ain't right to do so...but i end up doing crap at home...hmm..human~~
i din even touch my baby(camera) for days..no camwhore..hehe..
o yea..i just watched wild hogs few days ago..it was hilarious..i know i know...it was so yesterday stuff..but forgive me can..i have major thing to do..at least i manage to watch before it was off the cinema.. *winks* ^^